My story is incredible! For over 34 years I have created amazing places for people exploring the spiritual side of life. Serving as a pastor and spiritual mentor alongside my husband was heaven on earth for me. One terribly sad moment in January of 2013, it all came to a halt when my husband confessed to an affair. I had a sense of devastating loss as my life unraveled. Where I once knew success, incredible passion and purpose, happiness and security. My life dissolved into failure, a deep sense of loss, paralyzing fear and a crises of identity and faith. My life story took an abrupt detour, with days filled with begging God for the miraculous. Finally, I realized no one was going to come and save me – no miracles, no fairy tale Hollywood ending.
In the face of all of this loss, I knew very well, that if I continued to do life as I was accustomed to, I was sentenced to a imprisoned mind of tormenting painful thoughts. I was faced with a defining choice as I came to realize I had spent a better part of my life perfecting self-abandonment. It was painful to admit I had no idea how to love myself. I could choose to move forward in denial, refusing to face my fear and pain square in the eye, or I could choose to embark on what turned out to be an intensive process within myself. I decided I was wrestling this internal monster and claiming my power, self-love, joy and peace. I promised I would never abandon me and again.
So here I am embracing joy in recreating my life. I am eager to share my thoughts from this incredible journey I am on. I see people everyday that live in misery and disappointment. Depression is rampant and dreams are dormant. We are driven by mad making thoughts and limiting beliefs. There is a part of me that feels for the first time in my life, I really have something of value to offer and say.
I am on a mission, to be the force that inspires the possibility of fabulous, with clarity of who I am and what I want. Being intentional in living my day from a sacred space, doing life and work in an audacious, completely, deliciously happy way.